it's the 4th time this holiday that i feel asleep on the bus and needed someone else to wake me up when the bus reached the interchange.
embarrassing.
been really really busy these few days to the extend where it's been almost a few times where i almost broke down or lost control.
i need to breathe.
band has been my one and only source of entertainment. and it eats up the most of my time.
and browsing the blogs, i realised how much of the outside world i've been missing out.
i realised i really miss people like NUT (yufei!) and LIUYI and SOK and reading their blogs makes me miss them even more.
kexin/qianwen/ jasmine! dont worry. i still love you guys! (:
mian jun too. you've been such a wonderful junior. <3
it's amazing how we take the people around us, near or far, for granted. sometimes it's to the extend where they're really not there. yet it's only when their really gone that we start to miss them, and still to feel despair.
the point is: tmr's another busy day and the day after tmr is sunday.
sunday is the day where i go for jason's.
sunday is the day where i get to see some people.
and there's only 2 more sundays left. or maybe only 1.
and the thing is: i dont know whether to hold on.
maybe i should just get over it and move on.
maybe it's really not worth it.
maybe i should just forget about this whole thing.
maybe i shouldnt even think about this.
maybe im wrong.
LIUYI~~~. ): im so sorry im always bothering you but you're the only one who knows what's happening.
but this time im really lost. what should i do?
